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These violent delights have their violent ends
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    We might kiss when we are alone, when nobody's watching. We might take it home, we might make out when nobody's there. It's not that we're scared. It's just that it's delicate.
    Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
    Sunday, August 31, 2008, 2:26 PM
    (He should be edward.)

    Yesterday was fun.
    AND THE DANCE PERFORMANCE WAS NICE!
    :D
    really.
    Hey, they only have what? two months to learn the whole dance?
    plus, did I mention its reallyreallyveryvery nice?
    Serene, Zina and I were like sitting up there and watch with our mouth like this:
    :O
    So the performers stop asking us if it was screwed or not and if we saw the mistakes.
    Because it is NOT screwed.



    (Teachers' Day performance, can't here the music tho.)
    (credits to serene and her weird camera)

    After that renee and I wasn't able to able audrey and chenyin singing.
    D:
    'cause zheng laoshi was scolding us.
    but I heard them.. very nice
    -thumbs up-
    After that, (again. can't find another word for after that. arg, limited vocab) was potluck at the gym. At first, we were half-passing, half-throwing the packets of food around cause some of us were too far apart. Apparently, 2D found it very fun and we all started throwing food around.
    HAHAHAAHH.
    We didn't dare to open the bottles of soft drinks around after that..

    We dedicated 今天你要嫁给我 to huang laoshi
    (inside joke)
    We all gathered around her and half-squeezed her and sang on top of our voices
    (the parts that we knew)
    :DDDD
    HAHAHAHHA. she'll have to marry all of us
    Of cause, 2D didn't even do anything for the sandwich making thingy as usual.
    (we are bonded but we neverever take part in activities C:)
    Then we stood up with our hands around each other and sand the level song.
    WE LOVEEEEE EACH OTHER DEARLLY.
    :D

    when home, and got ready for the huiguan performance,
    meet cheryl at city hall
    of course we were late, as always.
    But until know I still have no idea how serene, rachel and qiurui got to VT so fasttt.
    Anw, THE CONCERT WAS SOOO NICEEE
    FABULOUS.
    all the dances were so lively
    plus I was able to see them clearly unlike the NYGS concert where I was sitting 4 stories up and away from the stage.
    (but both concerts were nice in their own way.)
    :D
    and there was a baishou performance
    (HELLLOO ZINA AND TONGWEI)
    after the concert was a HUGEE photo taking session
    (credits to serene)

    A website I think you should visit is Matt Stuart's site
    He takes picture of people and stuffs from the streets and normal places
    in a sense that its real and the pictures are really cute
    (very creative)
    :D
    (click on the little arrow on the top bar to view the next picture for your info.
    cause I had a hard time finding it)
    GO SEE.

    A doorway into my very own fairytale
    Sunday, August 24, 2008, 12:40 PM
    Musée du Louvre, Paris.
    I will visit it sometime..

    drowning in my insanely huge load of homework, and nobody is here to throw me a float.
    the second when I feel that I can actually enjoy myself the to-do list pop up in my brain like a irritating pop-up add on the computer.
    I really need a holiday, away from all my worries, and my hectic fast life.
    Somewhere like paris, just eating cheesecake in a cafe, enjoying the quiet.
    ahhhh, perfect.
    I really need to rest. I'm feeling my body getting slower. don't know why these few days I will suddenly have a rush of emotions, a BAM! and then my head will start hurting, then I'll just stare at a random point on the wall or something.
    that is stressed huh? it sucks

    Well I’m gonna get in and out if bed every morning and breathe in and out..
    Then after a while I don’t have to remind myself to get out of bed every morning and breathe in and out..
    And then after a while I won’t have to think about how I had it great and prefect for a while

    Bye Bye by Mariah Carey
    This is for my peoples
    Who just lost somebody
    Your best friend, your baby
    Your man or your lady
    Put your hand way up high
    We will never say bye
    No, no, no

    Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers
    Friends and cousins
    This is for my peoples
    Who lost their grandmothers
    Lift your head to the sky
    Cause we will never say bye

    As a child there were them times
    I didn't get it
    But you kept me in line
    I didn't know why
    You didn't show up sometimes
    On Sunday mornings and I missed you
    But I'm glad we talked through

    All them grown folk things
    Separation brings
    You never let me know it
    You never let it show
    Because you loved me and obviously
    There's so much more left to say
    If you were with me today
    Face to face

    I never knew I could hurt like this
    And everyday life goes on I wish
    I could talk to you for a while
    Miss you but I try not to cry
    As time goes by

    And it's true that you've
    Reached a better place
    Still I'd give the world to see your face
    And be right here next to you
    But it's like you're gone too soon
    Now the hardest thing to do is say

    Bye bye
    Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
    Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
    Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
    Bye bye

    You never got a chance to see
    How good I've done
    And you never got to
    See me back at number one
    I wish that you were here
    To celebrate together
    I wish that we could
    Spend the holidays together

    I remember when you used to
    Tuck me in at night
    With the teddy bear you gave me
    That I held so tight
    I thought you were so strong
    You'd make it through whatever
    It's so hard to accept the fact
    You're gone forever

    I never knew I could hurt like this
    And everyday life goes on I wish
    I could talk to you for a while
    Miss you but I try not to cry
    As time goes by

    And it's true that you've
    Reached a better place
    Still I'd give the world to see your face
    And be right here next to you
    But it's like you're gone too soon
    Now the hardest thing to do is say

    Bye bye
    Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
    Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
    Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
    Bye bye

    This is for my peoples
    Who just lost somebody
    Your best friend, your baby
    Your man or your lady
    Put your hand way up high
    We will never say bye

    Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers
    Friends and cousins
    This is for my peoples
    Who lost their grandmothers
    Lift your head to the sky
    Cause we will never say bye, bye.

    I never knew I could hurt like this
    And everyday life goes on I wish
    I could talk to you for a while
    Miss you but I try not to cry
    As time goes by

    And it's true that you've
    Reached a better place
    Still I'd give the world to see your face
    And be right here next to you
    But it's like you're gone too soon
    Now the hardest thing to do is say

    Bye bye
    Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
    Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
    Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

    really nice song.
    go listen :D
    http://www.imeem.com/people/H0SnBB/music/kKxd5IoY/mariah_carey_bye_byemp3/

    where art thou romeo?
    Wednesday, August 20, 2008, 10:49 PM


    AHHH.
    Too much things to do.
    Science test is tomorrow.
    And I’m still trying to memorise the chemical stuffs
    D:
    Our class is like O.O’’ <- its sweat We even asked Mr Tay to come teach us science when we have 1 hour of free period (!)
    (Mg is for magnesium, Ca is for calcium, Zn is for zinc, H is for hydrogen, O is for oxygen, Al is for aluminium, Si is for silicon (sounds familiar.. hmm.), F is for fluorine, Cl is for fluorine, Ag is for silver, Ar if for argon)
    (deep shallow, faster slow, big small. Amplitude and frequency remains.. okayokay stop)

    weekend homework
    essay assignment (thesis)
    changwenshuoduan ws
    8 (insanely hard) maths quiz on moodle
    (they want us to finish 20 qn in 2 mins?!)
    history poem thingo
    learn 250 chengyu

    and at most I only have is 48 hours to do
    which means not sleeping
    I’m turning into a panda already

    P.S physics sucks
    P.S.S I owe Qinting $12+
    Zina $26
    Jiayim $9 (?)
    Xueying $5
    Rachel dunno how much (taxi fare since the NYGS concert)
    some hostel girl $4+
    Yiting $10
    IM SPENDING WAYY TOO MUCH!

    Why do stars fall down from the skies every time you walk by?
    Sunday, August 17, 2008, 11:23 PM
    (currently prohibitating myself from sleeping)

    Just about the third dream I can remember before I forget:

    Dreamt about going to a shopping mall the buy clothes for some dance thingy
    then I saw pearl
    She was wearing something funny cause I remembered laughing but I forgot what was it.
    Then I saw rachel.
    She was wearing some white, black and gold male indian costume. I remembered clearly cause it was so funny.
    I laughed till my stomach hurts in my dreams.
    (hope I didn't laugh out loud. or my room mates might think I'm crazy)

    Thats all for now.
    have a date with zhouji.

    [edit]
    SINGAPORE WON A SLIVER! GOGOGO SINGAPORE! I LOVEE YOU!
    Thanks to Wang Yuegu (or something like that;translated from chinese) Feng Tianwei and Li Jiawei
    :D
    hahahah. they so seh
    I'm gonna write about them in my olympics zhouji
    At one point during the game, emcee asked everyonr during a stop in play to cheer “Go Singapore!” three times to help out the visiting team. When the crowd cheered finish the announcer said “Thanks everyone. Now back to the game.”
    hahahahah. thanks emcee
    [/edit]

    You're a canary, I'm a coalmine
    Saturday, August 16, 2008, 1:37 PM
    (Spongebob commands you to do your homework and study for your tests.
    He is really angry that you are slacking.)

    YAY FOR SINGAPORE
    FIRST MEDAL SINCE 1960
    which is 48 years, rightt?
    hahhaah. congrats
    :D

    yesterday's wudao was
    tiring
    did all the flips, the turns and going unside down until my stomach feels terrible
    in the end I did a xiayao and landed on my head
    scared the hell out of qiurui and serene
    hahahhaha. sorry
    I've never been so tired since dunno-when
    I almost missed my stop because I fell asleep on the bus.
    and I slept with a freaking headache, feels as if my head was splitting apart
    and for some reason my eyes become really red
    D:
    slept all the way till 12 today
    and woke up with swollen eyes
    (my face looks..bloated)

    and now I have to do my olympics zhouji and study the 250 chengyus and science.
    (I forgot another thing that I wanted to post. nevermind)

    I feel like going somewhere farfar away to rest for a while

    you still don't understand
    but it's okay I guess

    coincidence? i don't think so. its fate.
    Thursday, August 14, 2008, 4:27 PM
    Michael Phelps
    -gasps-

    (4.33pm)
    I will attempt on the sci quiz on moodle now.
    heard that it is really hard. and i don't understand anything on waves.
    so.. wish me luck

    (4.50)
    oh mannn.
    wanna know how much I got for he first attempt?
    A freaking 9/20.
    Try another time
    wish me luck :/
    p.s. waves sucks

    (5.20)
    Better this time but still not good
    12/20
    my physics sucks

    got back maths test paper today
    31/40
    :D
    quite please with it. ABOVE 30
    must thank the bonus mark question.

    maybe you all think I don't know about that.
    I'm not so stupid you know..
    I don't understand why y'all think that will make me sad or angry or whatever
    whats the big deal.
    I mean who cares.
    not like he's mine in the first place.
    y'all don't understand the situation, don't you?
    I thought I had made it clear enough..
    I thought we were supposed to tell each other everything..
    It doesn't seems like that to y'all?


    wudao tommorrow to cheer me up.
    more cartwheels :D

    time machine needed
    Wednesday, August 13, 2008, 7:42 PM
    WHEEEEE CARTWHEELS!
    (note:there's only one person the the picture, cool right?)

    can't post much today
    BECAUSE I HAVEN'T DO JESSICA'S LETTER AND TWO ZHOUJI WHICH IS DUE ON FRIDAY
    how am I supposed to write zhouji on NDP (which I never watch, except for the heart shaped smoke thingy made by the plane and the fireworks) and OLYMPICS [which I don't have time to watch (I don't even know who is representing s'pore)]??
    (yay for the brackets. I know my maths :D)

    something weird happened to me today:
    mr hia emptied the contents of my pencilcase on my head when we were happily singing 当我们同在一起 to him
    and after doing that he laughed (HAHAHHAHAHAHAH) and said
    "now I am so happy"
    -starts dancing a tribal dance, waving his hands in the air and laughing-
    can the world be any weirder?

    Everytime I tried I get tongue tied
    Sunday, August 10, 2008, 7:48 PM

    Go watch Pride and Prejudice!
    I'm sure you'll like it
    because I happen to have good taste
    :D

    Wouldn't be blogging about my day so far
    Firstly, its boring
    and secondly my head is full of html because I just changed a chunk of my profile, and I almost killed myself while finding how to put the image at the center and making all of them the same size, and cancelling the extra scrollbar at the side (I got TWO scrollbars at first. What is wrong with the world??)
    Basically, I too tired to post about my unexciting day.
    But you can go check out my profile.
    (its much nicer then before and theres more words)
    BYE EARTHLINGS 8D

    I give up
    Saturday, August 9, 2008, 1:34 PM
    OLYMPICS!
    i caught the male gymnastic preliminary round on TV today.
    very NICE to watch!
    (now watching beach volleyball :D very nice too)
    my face expression was like :O for the whole time..
    spins and flips and turns they did was so IHBFUIGDHJVIUDVF
    an they are do right left and side splits.
    oh mannn, taking in zibei-ness unconsciously again.

    and i watched the opening ceremony yesterday
    beijing seriously spending alot of money preparing it.
    i mean there were like how many rounds of firework display over a more than 20m width??
    then there was this part when all the countries participating in the Olympics came out
    there was 204 countries all together
    and i was waiting for Singapore to come out
    then i fell asleep on the sofa.
    D;
    i missed it.

    i woke up late yesterday
    was suppsed to meet qinting jiayim and chuyang at aljunid mrt at 6.30
    but then i reached there at 7
    asked them to go first..
    coincidently meet matthew in the mrt
    hahah. he was late too
    but after that wen we reached Pasir Ris at like 7.40
    we realised we were not late
    still got alot of people behind us
    :D

    the marathon was not even 2.4 for the fun run.
    Jeviene Creshelle Siangping Wenxin
    Matthew Toby Qingang Dajin
    represented our class
    y'all were great
    2D LOVES ALL EIGHT OF YOU
    C:
    hahahs jeviene was the fastest among the girls from 2D
    she got 39.5
    theres a point 5 because she forgot to take the placing card then shes between 39 and 40. so yah..
    :D

    then after that qinting, sabbie and jiayim went to my house to do the history project.
    went to white sands to eat first
    (HELLO SERENE :D)
    then qinting and jiayim went to sportslink of something to buy sabbie's belatedbelated birthday present from me and qinting.

    mini-volleyball and tigger :D
    then we played at the playground and fitness corner beside my block for a while
    qinting on the pull-yourself up thingy.
    pull up her sleaves and saw her muscles :D

    WE FINISHED HALF OF THE POEM!
    not bad for a bunch of slackers like us
    then we went do to play volleyball at the void deck from 6-7+
    hahahah. it was super fun
    (SPIKE!)
    jiayim's save damn good.
    love volleyball now
    but we played until our whole hand red
    (except for sabbie's one)

    and i changed my TV
    cause the older one was spoil
    just in time for Olympics.
    wanted to make qinting and sabbie stayed to wach together but sabbie cannot.
    sadd

    some funny things.
    hahaha
    then it will not be called a 'stick' man
    so true
    we are getting shorter

    love this one
    "its called a d"

    and
    HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINAGPORE!

    I'm Yours
    , 1:31 PM
    http://www.imeem.com/jasonmraz/music/hFCert32/jason_mraz_im_yours/

    Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
    I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted
    I fell right through the cracks, now I'm tryin to get back
    before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test
    and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
    I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

    But I won't hesitate no more,
    no more, it cannot wait
    I'm yours

    Well open up your mind and see like me
    open up your plans and damn you're free
    look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
    listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
    We're just one big family
    And it's our godforsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

    So, i won't hesitate no more,
    no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
    there's no need to complicate our time is short
    this is our fate
    I'm yours

    *scat*

    I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
    and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
    But my breath fogged up the glass
    and so I drew a new face and I laughed
    I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason
    to rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
    it's what we aim to do
    our name is our virtue

    But I won't hesitate no more,
    no more it cannot wait
    I'm yours

    Well open up your mind and see like me
    open up your plans and damn you're free
    look into your heart and you will find that the sky is yours

    so please don't, please don't, please don't,
    there's no need to complicate,
    Cause our time is short
    This, this, this is our fate,
    I'm yours

    *scat*

    Nice song.
    i like this part:
    I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
    and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
    But my breath fogged up the glass
    and so I drew a new face and I laughed


    cute :D

    if its neverland you need
    Tuesday, August 5, 2008, 7:19 PM
    i will go watch the Royal Ballet one day.

    don't want to post about the NYGS concert
    because my tears will just start coming out.
    just so you know,
    the concert was HFUIUASKBHDJUDGEVBJKFHDSGISINBJSDGWEURTYUE.
    ://

    my butt hurts after yesterday's terrible warmups
    i'm like only using half of my butt to sit..
    apperently almost all the CCA saw us outside the hall with our sweaty leotards
    the softballers (HELLO JIAYIM), the volleyballers(HELLO CRESHELLE)and alot more
    TIRED!
    imagine next week when we lian yao,
    i'll just walk home with my head on the ground.

    geog test and tingxie tomorrow
    which both i haven't started
    then i'll go buy BREAKING DAWN
    i still can't believe i forgot about it during the weekend