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    		We might kiss when we are alone, when nobody's watching. We might take it home, we might make out when nobody's there. It's not that we're scared. It's just that it's delicate.
    It's all the doctor's fault. Part 2
    Wednesday, July 29, 2009, 12:26 PM














    (It says: These are mine.
    I have a feeling my room mate used it
    because of the smell coming out of the bathroom when she was showering last night.
    (It was exactly the same as my shampoo)
    Maybe she has the same one as me..,
    Should I ask her?)



    I could really use a camera.
    Maybe my parents would buy me one for my birthday.
    Yeah right..

    I just finished studying enzymes.
    -groan-
    I am a big fat slacker ):

    It has been sufficiently boring here, and I think the medicine sucks.
    It's making me sleep like a pig.
    I'm missing LA lecture today. Damn
    I like LA lecture. It's fun.

    I'm missing shufa tomorrow.
    Oh yah! Shittity shit.
    Can't ask teacher to write the taohuayuan thing for the poster.
    D:
    Bio test tomorrow too.

    But again, looking on the bright side, I get to wake up late and there's room service.
    hahahah, they don't want us to spread the virus to the other boarders, so the teachers bring up breakfast, lunch and dinner for us :D
    I think the teacher's late today.
    The lunch is not here yet.

    I haven't talk to my room mate. Not even one sentence. hahahaha
    I am just really bad at starting a conversation with random people.
    So I'm only listening to the tapping of the keyboard now.
    I really rather be alone now.
    So I can do crazy things.

    Okay
    Lipids are calling to me :D

    PS.
    Whooo, my lunch is here and I accidentally knocked my head on a corner shelf just now.
    I swear there's a bump.
    ANDDDDDDDD GOOD NEWS
    MY BORING ROOM MATE IS LEAVING AT NIGHT! TODAY!
    hahahahahah!
    Finally, some privacy.
    I hope she'll shower at her own room D:

    It's all the doctor's fault
    Tuesday, July 28, 2009, 12:08 PM
    I'm typing this when all of y'all are in school.
    It feels weird to be in school but not having lesson when everyone else is.
    Shall talk about the doctor's fault later
    -Fuming-

    Anw, PC lessons are really fun :D
    We got to dress up during the Racial Harmony week



    We all pasted the indian golden thingy on our foreheads. Coolz
    I still have it in my wallet.


    ahhaha, qingang is in a cheongsam and he has boobs 8D



    Saw this guy in Macs while studying with kiki.
    hahahha, cute shirt. It's supposed to be FedEx?


    Cheryl's really disgusting toes almost totally detatched from her toes lah. And it's yelloooooow, like it's rotting or something.
    hahhahaha, CHERYL! Take care of your toes!

    Wudao ytd was fun. And the new dance is damn damn damn awesome and cool.
    A dance that will remind/ tell everyone how good we are.
    The 飞鱼 is super nice. I like Amamda's one :D
    I am determined to learn it, although once again I'm always learning slower than most people ):
    I must learn it. I must learn it. I must learn it. I must learn it. I must learn it. I must learn it. I must learn it. I must learn it. I must learn it. I must learn it. I must learn it. I must learn it. I must learn it.

    Sarah, this is for you. haaha

    Let me tell you the story of my poor hashbrown.
    I have been coughing really badly and decided not to go the SYF dance presentation. And the Cheryl didn't come to school and then Pearl was a persuading me to take Cheryl's ticket and everything. I wanted to go, so I decided to go in the end.
    Anw, we had to eat in school because we didn't have time to eat outside and the only stall open during that time was the Malay stall. I ahate really don't like the Malay stall, but I'll die if I don't eat dinner. Anyway they were selling all those fried stuffs: nuggets, curry puff, hash brown etc. Bought a hash brown, a nugget and some really cold (and I bet, leftover) vege.
    After 2 min of eating and coughing, I dropped the WHOLE FREAKING HASH BROWN.
    The end.



    (:



    Shermin who now sits beside me and Wilson, who now sits in front of me.

    Okay, now I shall talk about the doctor's fault


    Yup. I am freaking under quarantine.

    Decided to go to the doctor today to stop my terrible cough, since I would not miss so much lessons as compared to the rest of the week and there's not test too.
    The doctor asked about my cough and everything, and for no reason, gave me an MC for 3 days.

    Then I was thinking that I'll to sch tmr but apparently the hostel have a habit of checking the medicines of the sick boarders and asking how many days of MC were they given. And so when the Teacher heard that the doctor gave me 3 days worth of MC, she thought it was bad and immediately asked me to pack my stuffs and stay at the 2nd floor.

    For your info, 2nd floor is where all the gym, study room, readding room, com lab and everything else is at. And it's the only floor, other than the 1 first that is connected to the male's block. So it's more like a recreational area and does not really have many rooms. The rooms are all 2 bedded with a toilet. It's kind of like the quarantine rooms the in hostel.

    Anw, I have to pack my toothbrush, showering stuffs, homework, computer, clothes, mug, blanket and move to the 2nd floor for 3 days.
    Hallelujah.

    The bright side is that the internet here is really good (watching Entourage now, it seems nice, while studying bio. bleh) and there's a toilet in the room so it kind of feels more like a home
    -Daydreams about dream house-

    And the dark side is that I have to share it with another sick girl, who is studying now. She has short boyish hair, wears specs, is really quiet and I bet sleeps really early. She's no fun at all. I rather be alone. At least I do some crazy stuff like dancing around and singing in the bathroom and enjoy the feeling of living alone like I always wanted.

    -sigh-
    Plus it's on the second floor and people can look into the room when they walk pass.
    I see Dunmian-ians walking around now.
    ksnvuisbuvabehafuobsau
    -goes and pull down the curtain-

    I begged the teacher to not quarantine me but she said that I would spread to the other people. Damn. A big no-no to going to school tomorrow.

    See me in three days time
    D;

    (Maybe I shall take a few pictures of my two bedded room and my new temporary boring room mate. More tomorrow!)

    P.S

    Some people are born to sit by a river,
    Some get struck by lightning,
    Some have an ear for music,
    Some are artist,
    Some swim,
    Some know buttons,
    Some know Shakespeare,
    Some are mothers.
    And some people dance.
    -The Curious Case of Benjamin Button.

    I got this movie from a friend a few weeks before and it was left rotting in my com because of the whole not-watching-a-sad-ending-movie-thing.
    But my curiosity got the better of me, I watched it and cried like crazy.
    And (I don't believe I'm saying this) Brad Pitt is handsome.

    "This is the most magnificant living room set I've ever seen"
    Tuesday, July 21, 2009, 9:04 PM

    Should have MC-ed today.

    Woke up today morning, sat on the bed and thought,
    "Myabe I should go see the doctor, since today is a short day and there's no tests"
    In the end decided against, cause it was really ex to go see the doctor and there wasn't any polyclinics ard.
    But it proved to be a reallllllly bad decision. I'm coughing like an old hag now.
    PE + Cold drinks = Really bad cough

    Anw, don't know it's because of wudao or PE, bu one side of my butt is hurting. And if I sit for aperiod of time, I'll have to walk with a limp D:
    Wudao was better than I thought. It was quite fun with the running in circles and everything. Have to work on my left split and kicks ):
    Felt really great when the zhangzhuwu song started playing and some people started dancing (without teacher's intruction) and in the end everyone was dancing :D
    Felt really good. But forgot some part and me and karen were like "Did we miss something? O.O" hahahah

    Racial Harmony day was uneventful, and our whole class turned up in uniform even with the "two green dots" bribe from Mrs Tan. hahahah, she was so hopeful at least someone would wear
    Sorry Mrs Tan :/ hahaha

    Mingju test tomorrow. Another of xu laoshi's werid tests. But I've finished studying it already :D
    hahahah, found this really awesome place in the hostel called the Reading Room
    There's internet (even tho it's always on and off, but better than nothing), air-con, and a whiteboard which I practised te mingju on :D
    It's big and there's a transparent separator thing at the center of the room so you can talk without disturbing others. Soooo much better than the study rooms, which you can't talk at all, unless you want to be killed by thousands of scary glares.

    Ohohoh, there would be a total eclipse of the Sun tomorrow. Can't see it in Singapore tho ):
    I would really want to.



    If you were a wink, I'd be a nod
    If you were a seed, well I'd be a pod.
    If you were the floor, I'd wanna be the rug
    And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug

    All I want is you, will you be my bride
    Take me by the hand and stand by my side
    All I want is you, will you stay with me?
    Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

    Awesome movie and song :D
    The movie is nice in a different way. It's different, but in a good way.
    It's those which seem nicer the second time you watch it :D

    Hot candy, coated with cool, white wine. Addictive
    Saturday, July 18, 2009, 6:35 PM


    I'm not really a fan of Korean bands, but gotta admit this is cool.
    And the song is catchy :D

    hahahah, just realised that have to do trigo assignment which I totally have never heard teacher said that. Argggg, ty jy(:
    That means I would have to go home earlier tomorrow to do the worksheet.
    Syill got phy reflections and LA compre and there's 3 tests next week + the taohuayuan proj which our awesome grp have not starting on except for buying the shirts 8D

    Trigo 1 is quite fun. Maths is more fun when you do the qn while racing with someone. hahahah thank you shermin your math is good. I'm hoping to score well on trigo :D

    This is super cool. Apparently when you spray water on the writings on the whiteboard, parts of it would slide down.
    hahahah poor Harry Potter is melting :D

    There was a space at the middle and Priscilla went to dawn that green man :D

    Went to Plaza Sg on friday for lunch with jy, eli, jingren, jingmei, vivian, shermin and haihua.
    Found our lots of interesting things about our class
    -nudge nudge-
    rofl.
    I'm looking forward to Monday.
    WUDAO FINALLLLYYYYY
    I think I'll have to start slow. I'm feeling really unfit.
    But yay!
    I want this ): (actually is any phone which sides out like that but is is nicee 8D)
    Don't care it's out for very long, but not really many people have it
    But have to wait for a year and half more before I can change my phone.
    It feels really long since I changed my phone but it has only been half a year.
    D:
    And I'm dreading the day when YC is going to bring this to school. hahahah
    you can't do this to me yccccccccccccccc!

    Racial Harmony Day is coming and Mrs Tan was like telling us that if we wore ethnic costumes on that day,
    we would got 2 greeeeennnn dots.
    ..

    LOLOL
    We saw the green dots at Plaze Sg and Haihua was planning to buy it. hahaha
    But the ethnic costumes I have don't fit me anymore and it's too much to spend money on one for 2 green dots.
    Ahahahaha! Mrs Tan si the cutest teacher ever.
    Makes me want to hug her :D

    P.S Sorry for non-exsistence tags from me.
    But I'm reading! o-o

    Seriously?
    Friday, July 17, 2009, 10:17 PM
    Seriouisly? You don't have to broadcast what I write here to everyone. There might be a reason why I'm keeping a blog? Like so that I can have a place to just write down the thoughts in my head that I toatlly tell others if I want to? It's my chpoice to tell those people whom I want toand not yours to broadcast. It was just that one sentance and you are making it sound so much worst. And you know how much he like interpret something small seem so much more serious. And didn't you see that 'I guess' at the end of that sentance. It was just one freaking sentance and look at all those emails he sent. I mean, I didn't even meant it that way. It was just a thought that does not include all that he-favours-who-more, wanting-ruin-everything and all the drama. Next time can you please find out the whole truth before telling everyone your version? I'm supposed to be meeting them tomorrow and how do you think am I going to act in front of them? He's going start that I-know-what-you-are-thinking-and-you-got-it-wrong lecture and she's gonna be siiting there with that what-were-you-thinking look. You don't have to act all peace-maker. It's like talking about me behind my back and telling other's my stuff that I don't want them to know. I never knew you'll do that. You should stop reading my blog if you're gonna keep doing that, if you want to read, kindly keep it yo yourself. And you know that feeling when someone did not respect your privacy? Yeah, I'm feeling like that know. wth

    I'm not in love... It's called 'making love', isn't it?
    Thursday, July 16, 2009, 6:17 PM
    "...and then, they created magic."

    1) Math test is over, couldn't finish the last question and blindly did the rest. Got 6/10 for the pop quiz.
    2) Reading Macbeth in modern text now.
    3) Financial Literacy was interesting. My father has a passive income :D
    4) Realized that it was really unrealistic of me to want to earn 1 billion dollars before I retire. There's only like 1200+ billionaires in the world out of the 6,811,864,422 people on earth which is increasing like crazy as I'm typing now.
    5) But have decided to set that as my goal.
    7) Hope I'll finish with Macbeth today
    8) Am feeling really tired and my stamina dropped like crazy for the past month. Almost died when running 3 rounds in 8min during PE.
    9) Life is monotonous
    10) Maybe I should join twitter.
    11) Watched 17 Again yesterday and shall conclude that Zac Efron is really handsome.
    12) My angel still refuses to give me anything ):
    13) I'm anti-social I think.
    14) Looking forward to Saturday so I can go curl up at the National library with a book for a few hours.
    15) I'm thinking of re-reading Breaking Dawn (skipping the parts about stupid Jacob) because I need some romance in my life.

    When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven.
    Monday, July 13, 2009, 7:26 PM

    Today, my wife and I decided to try a relationship book. The first activity was to write down some things your partner does that bothers you. I made a very long list, then my wife and I swapped papers. She'd written, "nothing, I love everything about you." She read my list and began tearing up. FML

    Can't seem to stop listening to When You Look Me in the Eyes, the duet that is.

    Anw, screwed up badly for the Polynomials pop quiz (once again)
    So I'm determined to start studying earlier (rather then the day before) and was so proud of myself for making this decision, before I realised that practically everyone have started.
    No wonder my math sucks.

    Anddd, I have decided to change the job I want. So the ones on my list now is:
    1) Interior Designer
    2) Criminologist
    3) Chief (hahaha, back to this again after so many years.)


    And I've made a list of what I'll do in the future
    1) Graduate from uni with a awesome degree
    2) Get one of the three jobs above
    3) Get awesome house (which I'll design myself if I really happen to be a interior designer)
    4) Fall in love and get married
    5) Give birth to the most beautiful kids on earth
    6) Save enough money, retire early and travel around the world with my husband (while my children work their asses off like I did. muahahahah)


    I love lists.

    Today, I asked the girl I am in love with out on a date. She asked me for my name. FML

    Jay Chou's songs makes me sad, but I still like it
    Saturday, July 11, 2009, 1:20 PM
    IT OVERRRR
    Finally. No more late nights choinging and frustrated arguments.
    But the endless Facebook games challenges in the far away com lab was great :D
    I guess the presentation was okay. And our video was "Polished and artistic" as said by Mr Tan. Hah

    I finally found the wilson's grp embalming video!
    Una Cara Amor? hahahah, its loading now, I feel a sense of satisfaction
    8D


    I must really stop the stupid habit of not sleeping early and even tho I have nothing to do, I have to find some random thing to do till 12+ then I sleep.
    And I'm still trying hard not the being nicer to everyone. It's hard D:


    Went to Macs for lunch with Jy, creshelle, eli, vivian and haihua yesterday and it was fun. hahahah, Vivian is weird :D



    She thought us how to make a headless chicken with a tissue paper, you know those they hand in the chicken rice stores? The bottom one looks more alike, but it can also pass as an underwear 8D

    Me and Creshelle ordered the Chessy Meltz meal. It was nice but it's alot. Couldn't finish it, lefted one piece I think. -sigh- so wasted




    Went to Bugis to look for Jeviene's dream wallet.
    Didn't find one in the end, but gonna get it for her soon :D
    and we met JIAYAN
    hahahha, the screams was crazy




    Anw, loitered and decided to eat desserts.
    We were eating halfway when Creshelle suddenly said "Ohmygod Jeviene. You mole got hair!"
    I dunno what happened but everyone ended up plucking the mole hair out of her mole. LOL
    It was hilarious.
    hahhaah, being with them always make be smile and laugh like crazy.

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIURUI!

    hahaha crazy girl, how can you laugh at that women and her rooling watermelon? 8D

    Crap,
    no wudao next week again.
    I'm becoming fatter and fatter if they don't start the CCAs sooner D:

    I'm typing in really short sentances for some reason 8O

    You make me lose all my defenses
    Sunday, July 5, 2009, 5:10 PM
    Changed the blogskin. Haven't seen one that I really like for a longtime.
    I know it keeps going up and everything. That's because the picture's supposed to change when you hover on the navigations. Just wait roll over each navigation and wait for the repestive images to load and it wouldn't move up and down anymore :D

    Okay, I finally persuaded myself to post all the stuffs that had accumulated over the holidays and update everyone about my life.
    (I've even made a list)
    Anw, will not be in chronological order.

    (CIP)
























    (INTERCLASS?)
    Can't really remember when was these from.







    (FRIDAY)


    Basically a pretty slack day, Awesome Mrs Tan both a 3kg chocolate Youth Day Cake for us. hahahah, who else's teacher does that? I love her :D
    Did abit of idmi, encounter some problems, started all over again amd went to old airport road to eat with Jia Yim, Eli, Jing Ren, Yu Hua, Toby, Qin Gang and Peng Jie.
    Laughed, talked and did crazy things until people were looking.
    It was a fun day :D
    (Sorry for not going for wudao dinner D:)



    Gotta kill Priscilla.








    Fascinating sticking cans discovered by yours truly. hahahah

    Oh, I'll be moving to Sembawang at the end of this year.
    (not sure if I spelt that correctly)
    Sembawang is realllyyyyy far away, even tho Singapore is tiny.
    Don't want to move but my parents have already bought the house. Daddy said because our house in Pasir Ris is too big with my brother and sister both in New Zealand and I'm staying at the hostel most of my time, so a 5-room flat is huge for 2 person to be living in. Plus houses in Pasir Ris can sell for alot of money, more than the amount needed to buy the house in Sembawang. Can have more money to pay for my sister's and brother's school fees, I guess.
    Well, it can't be helped. I've spent my whole 15 years living in Pasir Ris. The last time we moved was from block 540 to block 548. hahaha.
    I don't like how my parents never tell me anything and I only found out thru my aunt that we're moving. She was like "Oh, your parents are going to get the keys for your new house today" and I have to pretend I knew it even tho in my mind, I was like screaming "WHAT?!"
    -sigh- nobady can go home with me anymore.
    I'll miss Pasir Ris D: I'm still convinced it is the best place to live in Sinagpore. Andd, Creshelle is living at just opposite the road. hahaha

    Speaking of Creshelle, ARE YOU BETTERRRR? :O and I still have your chocolate!

    Time for some self-reflection.
    I shall try to be better to everyone and not think about bad points of others. hahaha, I'm not a nice person who only see the good points of others. But, at least I don't speak my thoughts. If I do, don't think I'll have any friends left :O
    So, I shall treat everyone better and be thankful for those around.
    Habits are really hard to get rid of, but I'll try my best to stop judging people and get those dark bad thoughts out of my head.
    hahaha. I will be nice and happier.

    My father bought me my first mature looking and branded wallet. hahaha

    I think I think to much.
    I'm justing thinking not emoing, jy (:

    (I need someone to talk to.)
    Dear Santa,
    I've been good this year.
    Please give me a best friend.