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These violent delights have their violent ends
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    We might kiss when we are alone, when nobody's watching. We might take it home, we might make out when nobody's there. It's not that we're scared. It's just that it's delicate.
    A doorway into my very own fairytale
    Sunday, August 24, 2008, 12:40 PM
    Musée du Louvre, Paris.
    I will visit it sometime..

    drowning in my insanely huge load of homework, and nobody is here to throw me a float.
    the second when I feel that I can actually enjoy myself the to-do list pop up in my brain like a irritating pop-up add on the computer.
    I really need a holiday, away from all my worries, and my hectic fast life.
    Somewhere like paris, just eating cheesecake in a cafe, enjoying the quiet.
    ahhhh, perfect.
    I really need to rest. I'm feeling my body getting slower. don't know why these few days I will suddenly have a rush of emotions, a BAM! and then my head will start hurting, then I'll just stare at a random point on the wall or something.
    that is stressed huh? it sucks

    Well I’m gonna get in and out if bed every morning and breathe in and out..
    Then after a while I don’t have to remind myself to get out of bed every morning and breathe in and out..
    And then after a while I won’t have to think about how I had it great and prefect for a while

    Bye Bye by Mariah Carey
    This is for my peoples
    Who just lost somebody
    Your best friend, your baby
    Your man or your lady
    Put your hand way up high
    We will never say bye
    No, no, no

    Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers
    Friends and cousins
    This is for my peoples
    Who lost their grandmothers
    Lift your head to the sky
    Cause we will never say bye

    As a child there were them times
    I didn't get it
    But you kept me in line
    I didn't know why
    You didn't show up sometimes
    On Sunday mornings and I missed you
    But I'm glad we talked through

    All them grown folk things
    Separation brings
    You never let me know it
    You never let it show
    Because you loved me and obviously
    There's so much more left to say
    If you were with me today
    Face to face

    I never knew I could hurt like this
    And everyday life goes on I wish
    I could talk to you for a while
    Miss you but I try not to cry
    As time goes by

    And it's true that you've
    Reached a better place
    Still I'd give the world to see your face
    And be right here next to you
    But it's like you're gone too soon
    Now the hardest thing to do is say

    Bye bye
    Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
    Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
    Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
    Bye bye

    You never got a chance to see
    How good I've done
    And you never got to
    See me back at number one
    I wish that you were here
    To celebrate together
    I wish that we could
    Spend the holidays together

    I remember when you used to
    Tuck me in at night
    With the teddy bear you gave me
    That I held so tight
    I thought you were so strong
    You'd make it through whatever
    It's so hard to accept the fact
    You're gone forever

    I never knew I could hurt like this
    And everyday life goes on I wish
    I could talk to you for a while
    Miss you but I try not to cry
    As time goes by

    And it's true that you've
    Reached a better place
    Still I'd give the world to see your face
    And be right here next to you
    But it's like you're gone too soon
    Now the hardest thing to do is say

    Bye bye
    Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
    Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
    Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
    Bye bye

    This is for my peoples
    Who just lost somebody
    Your best friend, your baby
    Your man or your lady
    Put your hand way up high
    We will never say bye

    Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers
    Friends and cousins
    This is for my peoples
    Who lost their grandmothers
    Lift your head to the sky
    Cause we will never say bye, bye.

    I never knew I could hurt like this
    And everyday life goes on I wish
    I could talk to you for a while
    Miss you but I try not to cry
    As time goes by

    And it's true that you've
    Reached a better place
    Still I'd give the world to see your face
    And be right here next to you
    But it's like you're gone too soon
    Now the hardest thing to do is say

    Bye bye
    Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
    Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
    Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye

    really nice song.
    go listen :D
    http://www.imeem.com/people/H0SnBB/music/kKxd5IoY/mariah_carey_bye_byemp3/