We might kiss when we are alone, when nobody's watching. We might take it home, we might make out when nobody's there. It's not that we're scared. It's just that it's delicate.
Shines just like a star
Saturday, February 7, 2009, 6:00 PM
(Crazy Zina trying to imitate my patrick)
To all my friends
I know that sometimes I don’t show it and always argue with you all and stuff but I really really really (times ga-zillion times) treasure everyone of you.
You are the ones who see my through all the bad times and my ugliest moments and are still friends with this stupid girl.
Sometimes I think that I must have had done something really good in my previous life to deserve all of you.
Thank you for putting up with me even though I always like to criticize everything and say a lot of stuffs that others will think like “WTH?!”. Thank you for putting up with all my mood swings. Thank you for putting up with all my straightforwardness. Thank you for encouraging me and listening to my ramblings and some really boring and eye-rolling worries. (I just can’t help but to think and worry about every single thing). Thank you for still being my friend even though you have seen the ugliest side in me and I know that if it’s some random person on the street he would have already ran away all the way to North Pole.
And I know that sometimes you’ll feel irritated because I can be really ___________. All the oh-dot-oh and ‘errrrr..’ moments. Like ajkksjfnueabvuea lah.
Yea, I know that. Like you’ll just feel like walking away and I thank you for not doing so.
You must be really special to be able to put up with me.
The encouragements were really nice. More precious than the most expensive thing in the world ‘cause the encouragements are priceless.
Sometimes I really whenever I feel like going some place supersuper far away, some place where nobody knows me. Just let everyone forget about me and to stop worrying. I’ll think of you all. Then suddenly everything just doesn’t feel that bad anymore, because I have my friends.
I don’t know how to put how I feel about every single one of you into words. This stupid girl here is not really good with words even though she loves to read a lot.
But she knows that she loves her friends (every one of them) every much.
So
(This is stupid, I’m crying) -weeps with happiness-
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School was been okay. But, I'm starting to feel a little stressed and worried. But, I have my friends so it's good 8D
Math is tough and plus the fact that I'm not good with math. UGH. Surds was okay at the beginning. Understoodable (?) But the more my teacher thought, the blurrier I became. Today Clarissa (Short info: My senior from 4L) was like saying that math would be suicidal towards the end of the year T.T
3Gatsby is fun even though will miss 2D some times. At least 3Gatsby has quite a lot of crazy people. I CAN GIVE YOU GATSBYYYYYY~
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Dunno why recently I don't have appetite to eat Its like I'm hungry, but just don't feel like eating. Almost collapsed during wudao today -big sigh- I'M HUNGRY! (._.)
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(I WANT TO POINT!)
(Cheryl found a way to defy the laws of gravity)
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Cheryl: LOL LOL YESSSS. hahaahaha. but set expectations for gold first lah, gold reach ready then we can get GWH HAHAHAHAH YAYYYYY:D (haha, true. But WE CAN DO IT if we put 101% into it)
pearl: i think when we get gwh for syf we'll just burst into 1 hr of plucking tissues and hug and cry la ahahaha (and we’ll just jump around and scream :D)
sarah: hahaha since when did suiying have five colours in her hair! XD hahaha YAYYY TODAY IS SILVER OMG. FINALLY :D (hahahah, not me lah. YESH, FINALLLYYYYYYY)
rachel: the kissing part. NYAHAHA i have no muscleache -booggggieeee- anw YAY TDY WE ARE @ SILVER. -weeps in happiness- ( ): Whateverrr Rachel. YEAH! SILVER!)
rachel: oh!! haha um whats the name of the song.. by mcfly one about the girl w 5 colours in her hair. nice song :D but your new blog pic look abit gross (Awesome song! It’s called Five Colours in Her Hair :D WHERE GOT GROSS?! It’s so cute!)
Serene: me have muscleache too. legs. haha your pics are always so cute de. D: (hahahah, thank you c:)
clar: haha looking forward to nxt wudao dinner suiying its YOURRRR turn :D lols i think if we work realllll hard gold still can bah. (Of course can lah. We must jiayou kays? 8D)
QiuRui~: OMG. Die. TT And we're still at bronze!!!! (WE ARE AT S-I-L-V-E-R!)
sarah: omgoshhhhhh THREE MONTHSSSSSSXSXS (HOLY POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO)
Serene: oh. yeah. right. that's three months or lesser away. D: (ITS COMINGGGGGGGGGGG~)
rachel: yeah, syf is in april. oh holy damn. :( (Yea… holy poo :O)
Jiayan: If i'm not wrong syf is in april hahaha we're still on cheography as well loads to do so little time nvm jiayou kay lovely shrimp! :D (hahah, TY. JIAYOU TOO! Three more months to one of the most important things of my teenage years and maybe even my whole life 8D)
QINTING: SHUCKS. that's me ok. my name. me mua wo3 watashi saya! :D (hahha, its okay. I didn’t even realized that you typed wrongly)
qintng: SY SY SY! hahaha emailed you smth about scorpio: great kisser, sometimes self-centred. how true can they get man! :DD (I am not self-centered. Hhahahahaha, okay, maybe a little )
valerie: omg i just saw the daogay wu3 LOL (Disgusting right? Its that person below make one)
pearl: haha me lagger i took like 15 mins to realise ur earrings again (Its okay. Pigs are naturally slower 8D)
QiuRui~: HAHAHA!!!! The disney thingy damn funny!!!!!!!! =DDDDDDDDdd (8D)
clar: 'i didn't relise that tongwei can act' WOW suiying you are so gonna get murdered and torn apart. haha havent you seen enough of the exagerrated retarded actions in wudao? LOL!\ (I think she’ll murder and tear you apart first for saying that. I don’t think that she’s that violent LOL)
ISABEL♥: weee HAPPY CNY MY DEARIE :D yay our classes actually won something yippee!!! ^^ (Yesh. For once 8D)
sarah: omg the WORMY WU3!! hahahah. yeah man tongwei can act XD (didn’t know right? ME TOO!)
YUSHAN: woah omg yes its very disgusting o.o at first i thought its worms o.o (hahahahaha, why would i go so near to a pile of worms?)
JIAYIM(:: LOLLL.u suddenly dissapear lah.): booo.cell analogy how!lol. (Its was FUNNNNN~ hahaha, sorry lah. Curfew mah ): )
Sk.: I'll give mum an xtra reminder to hand over ur angbao collection (in RMB, not exactly useful in S'pore) Ps. hope i didn't give u a heart-attack btw both of them feels really bad for leavin you in S HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! you are so blessed to be not here going thru a l l t h e l o n g p r o c e d u r e s (okkkkkk ._________________________.)
clar: HOW SMART VALERIE! aha anyway HAPPY NEW YEAR SUIYING SWING SHRIMPY THING :Dzhu ni xin nian kuai le wan shi ru yi shen ti jian kang tian tian kai xin xin xiang shi cheng :D (You know I took 5 min deciphering what you wrote :O and don’t make my name sound so stupid!)
rachel: haha omg yehh i have the same pics! the GAP ad and the ballerina one. from dance.net hahah. (YEAH! So cool right?)
valerie: omg, you changed from specs to contacts meh!!!!! OMG I DIDNT EVEN REALISE LOL! (hahahhaha, a lot of people said that :D)
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I think I must stop posting so much wudao stuffs
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An ordinary girl with an ordinary pair of eyes and ears, nose, lips, legs but with an extraordinary weakness for all things beautiful.
Was born in 5th November 1994 and is a contented free-thinker.
I’m studying in Dunman High and used to be in Delphinus, which I'm convinced, is the best class ever. We are crazy and can laugh at anything. I just love Delphinus to bits. Plus, they thought me to always Delph (dive) Deeper. Now I'm in 3Gatsby. With equally crazy people, it's a awesome class. Hope that we would be bonded and have two great years together. (No photos now :D)
My CCA is 中文学会舞蹈 and 书法. I’ve been dancing since P1, even though it doesn't really show, becuase my primary school dance was, well lets just say not able to light up my passion for dance. Dance is one of the best thing that has ever happen to me. Even tho sometimes it makes me stop to think "What was I thinking? I can't dance! This is too much" but at the end of the day, it still manages to make me a little happier Plus I realised that most dancers are rlly crazy :D)
I like reading and watching movies. Be warned, I only read books and watch movies with happy endings, because everyone will 'live happily ever after'. So you’ll be dead even before you know it if you try to let me read or watch anything with a sad ending. My favourite movies/ shows are: Lord of the Rings, Phantom of the Opera, Pride and Prejudice, Supernatural, Criminal Minds, Gossip Girl and silly movies. My favourite books are: the Twilight series, Nora Roberts’ books, Dan Brown books, Enid Blyton books, most books actually but I hate sci-fi.
I want to be a very sucessful phyciatrist or an interior desingner(for now. You’ll never know when I’ll change it. The last time was a chef) and earn lots of money to fulfil my dream of buying a huge house in a beautiful place. And renovate it into the most perfect house ever. It’ll have the most heavenly kitchen with every equipment for cooking, a huge library, like the one in Beauty and the Beast, containing more than one thousand books, all with happy endings, a dance studio with full length mirrors, a indoor pool in a glass building, and rooms of all sorts of colours. And of course after spending so much money on the house I would be broke. Then I’ll earn lots and lots of money again and travel around the world.
I believe prince charming exists somewhere out there for everyone. With his perfect hair, beautiful eyes and a soul-melting smile. And that one day he would come and sweep me off my size 6 feet, carry me up his horse (okay, maybe a car), into his gigantic castle and we'll live happily ever after. Hopefully some author will write about us and we will become another fairytale for children :D This is a reason why I can't undersatnd cynics
I can’t fly like superman or crawl like spiderman but I'm going to save the world from global warming when I grow up.
Come on people, the earth is dying. Even though the astronauts and scientists say that maybe we can live underwater or on mars on day, but its nothing compared to earth. And I think it’s a bit impossible too. If its possible we would have already found aliens living on mars.
I love photos, so I wish to have a camera and learn photography so that I can look at them all day. And photos are the only memories that we can actually show others and yourself in detail. So its really useful to people like me. (I can’t really remember stuffs)
I wish to grow taller and fatter. Which is kind of impossible because both my father and mother side the relatives are all short (and I mean shortshort). And its either I have a tapeworm in my intestines or I have high metabolism rate (I’m having like 5 meals a day), which I hope is the latter (its disgusting to have a worm wiggling in your body), because I can't grow fatter (!) :O it’s a sad life to be stuck at 152 cm and 41kg. A tragedy.
I can never remember my dreams. Only the feelings and two dreams in particular. There’s one which I woke up crying and one which is too sensitive to reveal(:
I get carsick easily. Especially if I’m in a taxi or a new car and even worse if they put air freshener or perfume inside. The smell just kills me.
I have excessive laughing gas. You’ll know when I going to have a hard time stopping when the silent laughter starts. The type which you can only see my body shaking uncontrollably. At least I'm happy 8D
Other than some rlly bad triats thats all the important things you should know.. the rest is for you to find out 8D
Oh, my name is Sui Ying.
Shines just like a star
Saturday, February 7, 2009, 6:00 PM
(Crazy Zina trying to imitate my patrick)
To all my friends
I know that sometimes I don’t show it and always argue with you all and stuff but I really really really (times ga-zillion times) treasure everyone of you.
You are the ones who see my through all the bad times and my ugliest moments and are still friends with this stupid girl.
Sometimes I think that I must have had done something really good in my previous life to deserve all of you.
Thank you for putting up with me even though I always like to criticize everything and say a lot of stuffs that others will think like “WTH?!”. Thank you for putting up with all my mood swings. Thank you for putting up with all my straightforwardness. Thank you for encouraging me and listening to my ramblings and some really boring and eye-rolling worries. (I just can’t help but to think and worry about every single thing). Thank you for still being my friend even though you have seen the ugliest side in me and I know that if it’s some random person on the street he would have already ran away all the way to North Pole.
And I know that sometimes you’ll feel irritated because I can be really ___________. All the oh-dot-oh and ‘errrrr..’ moments. Like ajkksjfnueabvuea lah.
Yea, I know that. Like you’ll just feel like walking away and I thank you for not doing so.
You must be really special to be able to put up with me.
The encouragements were really nice. More precious than the most expensive thing in the world ‘cause the encouragements are priceless.
Sometimes I really whenever I feel like going some place supersuper far away, some place where nobody knows me. Just let everyone forget about me and to stop worrying. I’ll think of you all. Then suddenly everything just doesn’t feel that bad anymore, because I have my friends.
I don’t know how to put how I feel about every single one of you into words. This stupid girl here is not really good with words even though she loves to read a lot.
But she knows that she loves her friends (every one of them) every much.
So
(This is stupid, I’m crying) -weeps with happiness-
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School was been okay. But, I'm starting to feel a little stressed and worried. But, I have my friends so it's good 8D
Math is tough and plus the fact that I'm not good with math. UGH. Surds was okay at the beginning. Understoodable (?) But the more my teacher thought, the blurrier I became. Today Clarissa (Short info: My senior from 4L) was like saying that math would be suicidal towards the end of the year T.T
3Gatsby is fun even though will miss 2D some times. At least 3Gatsby has quite a lot of crazy people. I CAN GIVE YOU GATSBYYYYYY~
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Dunno why recently I don't have appetite to eat Its like I'm hungry, but just don't feel like eating. Almost collapsed during wudao today -big sigh- I'M HUNGRY! (._.)
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(I WANT TO POINT!)
(Cheryl found a way to defy the laws of gravity)
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Cheryl: LOL LOL YESSSS. hahaahaha. but set expectations for gold first lah, gold reach ready then we can get GWH HAHAHAHAH YAYYYYY:D (haha, true. But WE CAN DO IT if we put 101% into it)
pearl: i think when we get gwh for syf we'll just burst into 1 hr of plucking tissues and hug and cry la ahahaha (and we’ll just jump around and scream :D)
sarah: hahaha since when did suiying have five colours in her hair! XD hahaha YAYYY TODAY IS SILVER OMG. FINALLY :D (hahahah, not me lah. YESH, FINALLLYYYYYYY)
rachel: the kissing part. NYAHAHA i have no muscleache -booggggieeee- anw YAY TDY WE ARE @ SILVER. -weeps in happiness- ( ): Whateverrr Rachel. YEAH! SILVER!)
rachel: oh!! haha um whats the name of the song.. by mcfly one about the girl w 5 colours in her hair. nice song :D but your new blog pic look abit gross (Awesome song! It’s called Five Colours in Her Hair :D WHERE GOT GROSS?! It’s so cute!)
Serene: me have muscleache too. legs. haha your pics are always so cute de. D: (hahahah, thank you c:)
clar: haha looking forward to nxt wudao dinner suiying its YOURRRR turn :D lols i think if we work realllll hard gold still can bah. (Of course can lah. We must jiayou kays? 8D)
QiuRui~: OMG. Die. TT And we're still at bronze!!!! (WE ARE AT S-I-L-V-E-R!)
sarah: omgoshhhhhh THREE MONTHSSSSSSXSXS (HOLY POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO)
Serene: oh. yeah. right. that's three months or lesser away. D: (ITS COMINGGGGGGGGGGG~)
rachel: yeah, syf is in april. oh holy damn. :( (Yea… holy poo :O)
Jiayan: If i'm not wrong syf is in april hahaha we're still on cheography as well loads to do so little time nvm jiayou kay lovely shrimp! :D (hahah, TY. JIAYOU TOO! Three more months to one of the most important things of my teenage years and maybe even my whole life 8D)
QINTING: SHUCKS. that's me ok. my name. me mua wo3 watashi saya! :D (hahha, its okay. I didn’t even realized that you typed wrongly)
qintng: SY SY SY! hahaha emailed you smth about scorpio: great kisser, sometimes self-centred. how true can they get man! :DD (I am not self-centered. Hhahahahaha, okay, maybe a little )
valerie: omg i just saw the daogay wu3 LOL (Disgusting right? Its that person below make one)
pearl: haha me lagger i took like 15 mins to realise ur earrings again (Its okay. Pigs are naturally slower 8D)
QiuRui~: HAHAHA!!!! The disney thingy damn funny!!!!!!!! =DDDDDDDDdd (8D)
clar: 'i didn't relise that tongwei can act' WOW suiying you are so gonna get murdered and torn apart. haha havent you seen enough of the exagerrated retarded actions in wudao? LOL!\ (I think she’ll murder and tear you apart first for saying that. I don’t think that she’s that violent LOL)
ISABEL♥: weee HAPPY CNY MY DEARIE :D yay our classes actually won something yippee!!! ^^ (Yesh. For once 8D)
sarah: omg the WORMY WU3!! hahahah. yeah man tongwei can act XD (didn’t know right? ME TOO!)
YUSHAN: woah omg yes its very disgusting o.o at first i thought its worms o.o (hahahahaha, why would i go so near to a pile of worms?)
JIAYIM(:: LOLLL.u suddenly dissapear lah.): booo.cell analogy how!lol. (Its was FUNNNNN~ hahaha, sorry lah. Curfew mah ): )
Sk.: I'll give mum an xtra reminder to hand over ur angbao collection (in RMB, not exactly useful in S'pore) Ps. hope i didn't give u a heart-attack btw both of them feels really bad for leavin you in S HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! you are so blessed to be not here going thru a l l t h e l o n g p r o c e d u r e s (okkkkkk ._________________________.)
clar: HOW SMART VALERIE! aha anyway HAPPY NEW YEAR SUIYING SWING SHRIMPY THING :Dzhu ni xin nian kuai le wan shi ru yi shen ti jian kang tian tian kai xin xin xiang shi cheng :D (You know I took 5 min deciphering what you wrote :O and don’t make my name sound so stupid!)
rachel: haha omg yehh i have the same pics! the GAP ad and the ballerina one. from dance.net hahah. (YEAH! So cool right?)
valerie: omg, you changed from specs to contacts meh!!!!! OMG I DIDNT EVEN REALISE LOL! (hahahhaha, a lot of people said that :D)